its been so long i never blog le...haha...Finally exam over le!!!!But have to worry abt my result...afraid to fail afraid to retain.....Today do nothing but stay at home watch show...so sian....But wad to do? Friends are not free to go out...Saying the truth i think they are the only ppl that i always wanted to go out too..even though we are three. Once i ask my teacher"cher, it is true that true friends and true love only appear on novels and shows?" She told me"True friends, true love happens at real life too"i told her "But why i dun feel so?" I really wonder am i at the suitable place to stand in? Should i just left my friends alone? Even though i have always been alone.... Alot of ppl and i haven been alone before and maybe used to this lonely place so no matter wad ppl do to us we accecpt we dun say anything.. But one day i suddenly feel that lonely is so scareily. I heard my sister say that she saw my dad eating alone i suddenly feel that my heart feel so pain even i also dun why? Maybe is feel that loneliness is so scareily so i told myself i dun want to be lonely again but even until now i still feel loneliness inside my heart...i dunnoe is it i really still cannot forget him or this feeling is true and hurting me....Things can change overnight but why can't ppl heart change overnight too? Many things made us feel so hurt but why can't this pain be taken away?? Really hope that one day all the pain and hurt will go away and stop making ppl suffer.... Nothing to write abt le so stop here maybe one day when my pain and hurt is lesser, i will be more happy....