hello long time never post liao la this few weeks since sch reopen like happen alot of things la also dunnoe how to say sian la why am i always around u but u always cannot see me de just because u dun like me?if u dun like me u can say early ma than why u want to be friends with me?since from the start u dun like me than why u want to be friends with me?u made me hurt so much but u yourself are not hurt!!do u understand the hurt that u have given since u have problem u should have say out wad wad u not happy abt me say la scared tat we fight than say la scared than why u want to hurt me so much do u know tat the hurt tat i can't even control the hurt tat u given me just wad u want me to do?say can???!!!!!!u can't always avoid me am i right???i am always walking pass u,around u but u just can't see me am i right???u care only for her than wad abt me??towards u am i just a person tat u can use?only when u want thing u come and be good to me wad abt when u dun need me????kick me away???!!!!or ignore me or can't see me u always say u dunnoe how to save the friendship with her than have u think before for me???u have not i haven been keeping things in my heart and have not say anything abt it u cry u told me than when i cry who cares???nobody knows who will knows??u????i dun think so u can only think for her and never really care for me if u really care for me think abt wad u have done to me and wad hurt have u given to me maybe u say wad hurt i have cannot compare to u but u never knows if you knows u wwould never treat me like tat since u treat me like tat how am i going to treat you?like wad how u treat me?i am unhappy u dunnoe i always can't cheer u up it will always be your friends or her i tried to cheer u up but how??u dun even give me the choice wad can i really do for you?i really dunnoe i cannot take it anymore why must u keep ignore me and treat me like u cannot see me why do u have to do tat since u are not happy with me say la dun keep inside your heart we have been fighting since sec2 and after so many fight we are still not so close just wad u want me to do?????i really dunnoe why not u tell me how????i really can't do anything why must u always treat me like this i am always a doing wad i can do to save this friendship i know u also have but why not we talk and why must we keep avoid me dun tell me tat nothing to talk i have been hearing this so much why u can help others with their friendship but not yourself de?????u have always saying tat we have beening saving the friendship i have say tat i understand wad happen tat day like but why must u still treat me like tat??just becaouse we are not close think abt it
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